dimpy.handa
Dimpy Handa
I believe NDE's can happen for many various reasons. Accidental injury, severe sickness, surgery complications, health problems that result in need of emergency medical revival, and even unsuccessful suicide.
I'm not proud, but I do fall into that last group. I did make the attempt. I had a bad relationship, as many do... and she did so many things to hurt me emotionally. When it finally ended, I didnt waste time in trying to 'get out' of life. Here's what happened:
I sat on a hill, 40 degrees or so (late october night), and proceeded to consume a two month supply of valium (prescribed for stress). I looked at my watch, and faded off to black as it passed about 15 minutes.
Instantly I saw lights. Not a tunnel, but lights going by like stars at high speed. No sooner than I could focus, I stopped... and was there. A white room, I didnt see walls, but... a place. I couldnt speak, but I slowly was able to hear more. Suddenly I knew what I was listening to... an arguement... a debate about my future. Strong voices, coming from all over. I saw brighter lights, I still dont know if that was them.
Then a softer voice said 'calm down, you'll be fine'. It was meant for me, and doubt the other voices even heard it. I kept hearing "he has been through enough, its time for rest", and "he has more to do, more lives to effect". Then one voice, louder than all the others... "he must go back, he is not finished, but we must help him".
No sooner than that voice stopped, that I flashed backwards like falling... with all the lights going away from me. I felt a 'thud' as I woke up on that hill. I tried to throw up, with no result. I was alive with enough pills in me, to kill a cow. The whole thing felt like it had lasted 5 minutes, but I looked at my watch... and it was about an hour after I fell asleep.
I made it to a payphone, paged a friend, and stayed with them that night. Never told my family, it took a week to tell anyone. I changed as a person instantly, even to this day. I consider myself lucky. I dont suggest you try it.
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I present this question; do you believe in the afterlife? spirits? did you have an NDE? know anyone who has?
I'm not proud, but I do fall into that last group. I did make the attempt. I had a bad relationship, as many do... and she did so many things to hurt me emotionally. When it finally ended, I didnt waste time in trying to 'get out' of life. Here's what happened:
I sat on a hill, 40 degrees or so (late october night), and proceeded to consume a two month supply of valium (prescribed for stress). I looked at my watch, and faded off to black as it passed about 15 minutes.
Instantly I saw lights. Not a tunnel, but lights going by like stars at high speed. No sooner than I could focus, I stopped... and was there. A white room, I didnt see walls, but... a place. I couldnt speak, but I slowly was able to hear more. Suddenly I knew what I was listening to... an arguement... a debate about my future. Strong voices, coming from all over. I saw brighter lights, I still dont know if that was them.
Then a softer voice said 'calm down, you'll be fine'. It was meant for me, and doubt the other voices even heard it. I kept hearing "he has been through enough, its time for rest", and "he has more to do, more lives to effect". Then one voice, louder than all the others... "he must go back, he is not finished, but we must help him".
No sooner than that voice stopped, that I flashed backwards like falling... with all the lights going away from me. I felt a 'thud' as I woke up on that hill. I tried to throw up, with no result. I was alive with enough pills in me, to kill a cow. The whole thing felt like it had lasted 5 minutes, but I looked at my watch... and it was about an hour after I fell asleep.
I made it to a payphone, paged a friend, and stayed with them that night. Never told my family, it took a week to tell anyone. I changed as a person instantly, even to this day. I consider myself lucky. I dont suggest you try it.
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I present this question; do you believe in the afterlife? spirits? did you have an NDE? know anyone who has?