The woman who lived with fear: A story
So I will tell you the story of the woman who lived with Fear, a story by Karen Gould.
There was a woman— no one knew why Fear came to live with her, but he did. He lived with her constantly. Everyone knew this, because she would hardly ever come out of her cabin. They knew it was Fear that kept her inside.
One day, she decided “I will go and get berries with the others. I will get out of my cabin and go.” But Fear stopped her. He sat right in front of her and said “Oh no, you cannot go out. You will be with the others and they will laugh at you. Something bad will happen. You shouldn’t go out.” She argued with Fear, but Fear never gave up.
The next day she thought again “I want to go out and pick berries with others.” Fear again said “No, you can’t.” She tried to push past Fear, but Fear would not let her go. So she struggled a little bit, but eventually gave up.
The next day she got up, and Fear seemed just a little bit smaller than he had been before. So she stepped up to Fear and said “I think I will go out and pick berries today.” Fear said “No, you can’t,” and they got into a physical struggle. She struggled and struggled for hours to get past Fear, until she was too exhausted to continue struggling.
The next day she got up and Fear was a little bit smaller. She said “Today, I will pick berries.” This happened for two more days, and both days Fear got a little bit smaller. And finally one day she got up and said “Today I will pick berries.” Now Fear, who used to tower over her, was only about waist high. She walked up to Fear, pushed him down, and went out to pick berries. She had a great day, and when she came home that night Fear was even smaller.
The next day she got up and kicked Fear out of the way, hardly even thinking about it. She went out that day to do as she wanted. As she was picking berries, suddenly a bear came along and thought they were his berries. Suddenly, she realized that she must run for her life. She started running, but the bear was right behind her.She thought the bear would get her. All of a sudden, there was Fear— big as ever— to grab her by the hand and pull her as fast as you can imagine, so that she got away from the bear. She went back to her cabin exhausted, and Fear was angry. He said “I told you this would happen. I told you something bad would get you.”
She went to sleep, and in the morning Fear was as large as ever. She thought about it, and said “Why are you back so large?” He replied “Because you must learn to deal with me every day.” She began the process again, and eventually got fear down to a tiny size.
She thought “It would be bad to be without fear, but I must manage it in its right dimension.” So she picked up Fear and put him in her pocket. She still carries around fear everywhere, but it doesn’t dictate her life anymore.